God's timing not ours

Oh God, I know you can move mountains so why do I doubt your timing? I pray that we hear from Honduras when we can make the trip to get our son. I was so thankful to be back in the United States back in mid April, now I want to go back to Honduras. I am so happy that you map out the course of my life and not me. I have used this time to get his room ready that he will share with Brett, we have had better discussions with Brett and Madeline, Bob and I have made a commitment on top of a commitment to maintain open communication and have an extra dose of patience with one another as we transition to a bigger family.  Oh God, whatever more you are trying to do within me and within my family I humbly accept the challenge and joys that the next few months and year will bring. But I am still asking when?