I'm Not Ready

Brett starts Kindergarten! Wait! I am not ready. I never thought that I would be the kind of mother that cries because her child is starting school. My "normal" life as a mother to young kids is over, well for a while. I am most sad because I will have to find a new normal without him being home and having to think of him first. I was sad when Madeline went to Kindergarten, but not like this. Oh boy. I already had a cry fest with Bob last night. Hopefully tomorrow morning I can keep it together! Waiting....what am I waiting for? I am waiting to see what it is my new normal will be.